its been a month ago since i posted anything here...
today i'm feeling sentimental abt this day... becos of something that happened 11 years ago... somehow i'll never stop reminiscing abt you...
actually today i was looking forward to join the crusaders to sentosa-cum-sakae buffet-cum movie outing, but mayb becos of its today, i decided not to go... changed my plans to go for amore hip-hop dance class later instead...
recently i realised i'm the type who cannot compromise on spending time with myself. haha. i mean perhaps due to my introvert nature, i will start disliking too much contact with pple, esp now that i've been gg out to mit frens almost everyday. tats why i hate hall life, but tis is juz the better choice than staying at home & needing to travel so much.
i dun like to be constantly wif the same person, unless tat person is impt to me.
i'm hardly at home. this is partly to prevent increase chance of possible conflicts wif my mom. when i need to be home i'll definitely cum home lah, juz tat i dun like staying at home doing nothing. haha i'll rather die than rot at home! so boring! but gg out everyday tires me, so i need time for myself too. which is usually spent reading a gd book if its in the day, & online if its in the wee hours.
today i actually woke up at 12.30pm! i slept close to 12hrs last nite! hardly can i haf the luxury to do tat once sch starts... i'm gonna miss my room & the privacy...
i guess i can say i've had an appropriate amt of fun & excitement this hol. it will come to an end in 3 weeks' time. so many things happened. think there's quite a balance of happy & sad times. enuff to make me sit down & rethink the purposes of life, also to reflect on the goodness of God in my life...
i guess i'm gonna embark on a journey of knowing myself better. haha. feel that sometimes i can understand others' feelings better than my own. such irony. mayb too much contact wif pple makes me lose sense of myself, esp what exactly God has intended & planned for me to do. i better clear my thoughts now, renewing my mind & get ready to enter the 2nd year with a clearer goal in studies & more spiritual intimacy with God...
but for now, i find this phrase very motivating.
Impact Lives. Leave a Legacy.
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
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