Slackest day today since the start of the year!

1st day of my term break started today, and guess wad time I woke up? 2pm!!! Got the shock of my life becos my mom woke me up for lunch… if she didn’t wake me I guess I’d continue sleeping until dunno wad time… she’s so poor thing waited for me so long to haf lunch wif her…

Cant believe I had slept ~13hrs… set my alarm at 8am, heard it rang but I turned it off, too confident that I wld be up in a few more minutes of rest… but omg I continued sleeping, felt as if I was drank… I guess its my sleep debt from during the semester when I slept only 2-3hrs for a few days in the wk…

So went downstairs for lunch and came back home feeling so sian becos the weather was gloomy & I simply dun feel like studying at all… hence I slacked the whole day, watching tv… my way of escaping from doing things that I noe muz be done… oh well, feeling so guilty now… ah… I’ve not started my break in the correct attitude and mentally! Oh no… I mustn’t waste this precious time… and I was juz checking my calendar & realised I’ve got only 6 weeks before my first paper… oh dear… I guess I’ve become immune to tests & exams and I dunno why the stress I do feel did not push me to mug hard… Perhaps I’m juz too sian of studying liao… for the past 15 yrs of studying… oh no… I think I’m starting to feel the 21yrs old life crisis… haiz…

Kk enuff of complains and I better knock some sense into my mind, before I its too late… think tonight cant sleep liao since ytd slept so much… its so bad to haf distrupted my biological clock on the first day of my break…

Oh well…