Sian!

Day 2 only, and I feel SIAN le. Today is a bad day for me and my partner. The supervisor and his assistant suddenly seemed to become totally different persons. Yes, I know I do not have strong foundations in my subjects, and if given a choice, I'd had opted out of honours since my grades didn't quite make it according to NUS's standard to take the honours project. But sadly, this stupid DIRECT honours program left me with no choice, and I feel really useless in terms of experimental stuff, because he refused to teach us anything (he had promised to teach yesterday), and NTU has only been training us to be lab techs who follows protocols, not a scientist as desired by him. Anyway I know I am not cut out to be a scientist. I feel kinda angry and sad at the outcome of my uni education, but I guess I need to be "humbled" to listen to his humiliation. I dunno how I can survive from now on, having tasted how strict and unreasonable the 2 guys in the lab can be. On top of this, being hooked on Diner Dash at this time drains my energy and I'm missing the holidays badly already (-.-"')